durian cravings!!

Ok…after a loooooonng time of no entry, x tau y suddenly today I feel like doing this..anyway, its NOVEMBER…which equals to DUE DATE!! Huh.,.seriously cant wait..for ppl who dun have kids yet,u dun know wat its like tobe on constant stand by…every pain u feel will trigger this question in you mind “is it time???”n totally bad sleep deprived..*sigh*everytime nk pusing jer mesti bangun..pastu bila pusing kene gi toilet pulaks!!

Been craving durians ok..i do normally eat durian tp just takat 2-3 ulas n that’s about it…tp this past week or so mmg teringat surian until finally last night Mrul ajak gi carik..thing is, I dun want those prepacked ones due to some issues in the past.. so pusing2 kl, siap call heemi to ask if setiawangsa area ada pasar malam x..in the end, jumpa la dekat Sg Buloh..huhuhuhu..mmg sgt sgt happy…bought n brought home, kat rumah I makan 2 WHOLE FRUIT by myself…sgt tamak ye…tp baby trus senyap lepas dpt durian…contented kot..hehehe..tp nk tido lepas tu habis arr…Air cond @ 16 + kipas at 5 pun still panas…huhuhuhuhu..tp x pe la..as long as cravings hilang kan..

Aisya skarang nie pandai mintak kluar jalan..had this conversation with her a while back:

Me: Aisya, u want milk?
Aisya : Nanak
Me: U want to sleep?
Aisya: Nanak
Me: U want to read ur books?
Aisya: Nanak
Me: U want to watch Little Einstein?
Aisya: Nanak
Me: Then wat do u wanna do?
Aisya: Car (Car = Jalan)

Haih..anakku itu.. pantang nampak org pakai smart sikit, dia dh standby kat pintu… but seriously, I feel like time flies with her..blom pape dh nk masuk 1 year this month…n it’s like she does something new everyday…N soon, there’ll be 2 of them..

Last Sunday me n mrul were just sitting down with Aisya n suddenly both of us fell silent n looked at each other..

Mirul: u sedar x that Insyallah by next month at this time, we’ll have 2 kids..

Me: yeah…wow…Aisya will be in her playpen n Baby will be in her cot..huh!!wow..
Then both of us went silent again n tried to picture it…*grin*

Aisya pulak skarang nie,if you ask her “where’s adik?”,she will pull up my shirt n pat my tummy n say “kakak” *awww*